friends forever?

Well i just wanted to state the fact that, i miss my old niggas. It's driving me crazy, I wish things were back to the way the used to be, but at the same time i don't. Because nothing would be the same anymore. We've all grown up, allot. Not much physically, but mentally by far. I love every single one of them, with everything i have. No one understands that. Ya know those couple of years, we all spent together, those were the best days of my life. And i will never regret that, ever. You guys made me feel so alive. Now, i feel nothing. Nothing but failure. I actually thought maybe i was worth something with you guys. Now that your all practically gone, i feel like just another face in the crowd, and i DON'T wanna be that. I was happy where i was at.